Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Life -

Things have been pretty quiet in blogville. I have missed reading about what is going on in your lives. So here are a few things going on here.

My mom is doing better and then again she isn't. The tumor is gone and her chemo is done. She only has about five radiation treatments left. But she is back in the hospital again. She couldn't keep any liquids down or any of her medicine yesterday so I took her back to the hospital and she will be there until tomorrow. I fully believe that she is healed. I am just ready for her treatments to be finished so she will begin to feel better again. It is hard seeing her so weak and tired all the time. But it won't be long until she is better than before.

The fast is going pretty good. I have had many victories and a couple of defeats. But over all it has been good for me. I am determined to stop living by what feels good or even right. I will not be ruled by anything but the love of God. I am on a mission to learn to be completely satisfied with the Lord. Not food or entertainment, not praise of man or positions. I want to know what it is to be satisfied only by God. I can take comfort during this time in Hebrews 2:17-18

"Therefore, He had to be made like His brethren in all things that He might become a merciful and faithful high priest in things pertain to God, to make propitiation for the sins of the people. For since He Himself was tempted in that which He has suffered, He is able to come to the aid of those who are tempted."

Jesus partook in humanity so I could partake in divinity. Amazing.

Maddie is getting so big. She is sitting up and eating off of her highchair tray. She is saying dada and other sounds. She loves her sisters and is a joy to our family. People have told me that she brings peace to those who hold her. Madeline means high tower. I declare that she will be a place of refuge for those who need it.

Billy is amazing. I can't put it in this post because there is too much to tell. I am finding in this twelfth year of marriage things I have wanted from the beginning. The way of the Kingdom is peculiar indeed. He who loses his life will find it. He who gives will receive. It is a paradigm that I want to know in a deeper way.

For those of you who haven't heard, the house inspection came back a disaster. So, I will continue to wait. I am cool with it. I just want God's will in God's timing.

Sunday night training has been really good. I can see every week, people's lives being changed by the prophetic. It really is powerful. There are words that I have gotten that will be nuggets I stand on for years to come.

So, there are some updates. Not anything really new, just life.


High in Demand said...

Good to hear from you. It really has been quiet around Blogville.

Sunday night training was so good the other night. I enjoyed it.

Anonymous said...

Your "just life" is always an inspiration to me- love you and can't wait to come home.

Anonymous said...

Good to hear updates. seems we never chat any more. Everything is so busy...

The Durham's said...

Just wanted to say hi and thanks for the updates!! You are precious! Bless you guys:)


Just let your mother know that she is in my prayers daily. I am glad to hear that she is doing well and she will be home soon and feeling , like you said "better than ever".

Kevin said...

Fran thank you for the update. I was checking a lot for a while, then the last couple of weeks have been busy, but I love reading about life in Clyde!

I have believed for a long time that God has an amazing destiny for you and Billy. God's timing is so frustrating at times, and yet when He does move supernaturally for us it always feels right. Something I never understand, but love when it happens.

I pray that things will continue to progress for you, and I declare in the Name of Jesus that divine wisdom will flow over you in the next few days. A wisdom that exceeds Earthly wisdom, and that through it you might see a glimps of what He has in store for you.

Father, I pray that you will release angels of worship to dance over Francesca as she sleeps at night, and that your presence will just rest upon her dreams so that shafts of revelatory light will shine down on her in her sleep!